Well that was awesome... but really depressing... wow humans suck

We as humans are dumb... We do anything for money, and i mean anything even if it means killing people, even destroying whole civilisations... we want something and we don't care how many people we hurt getting it.

This happens all the time, Tribes in the Amazon, dying out because of deforestation... people in poverty, its because we refuse to help, we want what we already have, but by keeping it we hurt people. It happens with Animals too, you know every mobile phone contributes to the death of orangutangs.

Avatar... You should see it... warning you... it made me cry... sorry new moon.... but it kicks you butt...

Ally

Oh the Hilamity

Today i had a hilamity (a hilarious calamity that happened on a hill)... but it was far from funny... it happened in S & E... siberia... so yeah on a hill...

it ended up with at least 3 people hating each other and one of those people hating 3 other people... I'm right in the thick of it... its all my different friends... not all my close friends... but i feel like i'm about to explode... Thankfully there is at least one person in exactly the same position as me... so we're trying to sort it out... hopefully before the holidays...

Sorry i really just needed to vent

Ally

Awesome Day

Today i went on a Japanese Excursion to go and eat... no seriously... thats what we did... and buy random things... I had Sushi... it was awesome..

I realised how much one person can really buy in one day... Gemma spent $35 on random Japanese

stuff... and 4 boxes of pocky... nom nom...

I also realised that my current friends are really good for me...

they make me feel happy...

Oh i also drank a drink called calpis... but if you say it out loud it sounds like cow piss... its hillarious... and i still can't decide if i liked it or not... it was odd... anyway...

I'm going to keep adding letters onto the end... mostly for one person... you know who you are...

To .....

Stop being sad and look at the good things... i know its hard... but i know you know it helps... so just try... think of your friends and how they make

you happy... and if you really feel like it sushi... or pocky... both are good... sorry getting of topic... but seeing i know how hard it is to just change your thought pattern over night... so just remember i love you and so does god... no matter how hard that is to believe... but its true...

Lots of love Ally OOOOO(hugs again)

I Forgot A letter

to ......

All of the stuff you think is your fault is not really your fault... that and if you ever need a hug you no where to find me...

Lots of love Ally... OOOOO(hugs)

Letters

I have look at two different peoples blogs and both have done the same thing they have written letters to people. So i'm sorry if your one of those people... not meaning to copy you...

To .....

you really are a better friend then you think... yoru a great friend... even if you dont believe it

Love Alison

To Someone

I really do forgive you... even if you don't believe that either...

Love Alison

To everyone,

Never forget that someone loves you... in the words of Stellar Kart... You got me and Jesus

From well me...

thats pretty much it... i don't have anything else to say...

I HAVE WRINKLES... AND DO I CARE... NO!!!

Ok they aren't really wrinkles they're smile lines... so i'm pretty sure its a good thing... but none the less... PEOPLE AT SCHOOL... YOU'RE MAKING ME LOOK OLD!!! but you're also making me smile and laugh so much to give me smile lines... so... i guess i can't complain...

Sorry i was watching TV and an anti ageing add came on... and earlier today we were playing truth or dare on Lucy's ipod and i was asked if i would ever get plastic surgery... and i said no... i think ageing and wrinkles are just natural and in my case, they show that i'm happy...

Ally

FAIL CAKE!!!

today was just one of those good days... aced my maths test... or atleast i think i did... and played celebrity heads all through english... i was snape... but everything just seemed bright and happy... but the dead plant looked deader??? if thats a word... it was kinda a day of both extremes, the living things looked really bright but the dead things looked really dead.

All in all though it was an awesome day... and the fail cake brightened my day yesterday, even though it was liam's... we decided it represented our group... wierd(cos it did not look anything like cake)... but still awesome(it tasted sooooooooooooooooo goooood)
So that has been my last two awesome days...

Ally

I HATE TESTS!!!

Tests suck... like they really really suck... they must be one of the worse things in the world!!! well thats a lie... a big lie when you think about it... things like poverty and global warming are much much worse... but tests still suck.

I have two tests tomorrow, a music theory test and a Japanese test... and before Louise reads this and is all like "awwwwwwwwwwww poor year 9 only having two major tests"... I KNOW SENIOR SCHOOL IS HARDER BUT YOU STILL COMPLAINED IN YEAR 9 AND TESTS ARE STILL JUST AS BAD!!!... sorry Louise but you know you would have... and test do suck... plus i have 1 essay and 2 assignments due soon... grrrr.... i hate the end of the year...

Now that I'm done complaining about tests, today was a good day, and the weather made me happy... that's the best thing about summer... it just seems happier... i know its just because it is brighter and colour wise just more cheerful then winter... but in someways it's more depressing, because everything dies in the heat, the grass and the flowers and the plants... the roses are already generally dead... when just a month ago they were amazing... but summer still seems happier... its wierd...

Ally

I have no idea what to say.....

this is wierd... blogging is wierd... seriously who just thought one day maybe i'll write my thoughts on a website and see who can be bothered reading it... i've had a blog for what 2 days, and have only done 1 post and i have no idea what to right... Seriously this is just going to get worse, so my posts will be random wether i want them to or not, i just probably don't know what to say... so yeah here is my post that i wrote when i didn't know what to say about how i don't know what to say... kinda a crappy topic... oh well its done now...

Ally

How???

How can people see things like stars and mountains and sunsets and still think that there is no god. I don't get it, like with the sunset and the lighting last night, things that beautiful don't just happen, they are made.

I don't get how people look at a tree and see no beauty, like have you ever sat down in front of a tree with a piece of paper and just tried to draw it. It's like impossible, the amount of leaves and the way they hang perfectly. The way the branches tangle with each other. Its such a simple thing, but it is so complex. My tree's are still cartoons...

When i say i like a certain tree people think i'm nuts... but they are just one of those things that really show me gods beauty... to me trees are amazing, almost impossible, who just thinks of a tree how did god just go i know trees there going to be brown with green things, its like if you had never seen the sun, do you think you could have ever thought of it... God is amazing... what an imagination... it doesn't get much better then that

Ally