stuff happens...

Stuff happens... and you can't change that. Eventually you'll get used to it, the pain will go, and it will just be a part of you past. It's like when someone dies, you will never forget them, never fully move on from it, but you get used to it.

I know from personal experience the difference it makes when you look at the good things that happened because of the bad. My best friend and i had a huge fight back in year 6, we pretty much hatted each other then in year 7 we were forced to share a dorm on our canberra trip. We became best friends again over this time and haven't thought once since, and we used to fight about twice a month.

Good always comes from the bad, you just have to find it, and when you start thinking that way, your entire world changes. the bad is still there, but you're not always thinking about it.

But if you can't find the good all i can say is that, it might not be ok, and it might not be fixed, but you will get used to it. It'll just be a part of your past.

Ally

Well that was awesome... but really depressing... wow humans suck

We as humans are dumb... We do anything for money, and i mean anything even if it means killing people, even destroying whole civilisations... we want something and we don't care how many people we hurt getting it.

This happens all the time, Tribes in the Amazon, dying out because of deforestation... people in poverty, its because we refuse to help, we want what we already have, but by keeping it we hurt people. It happens with Animals too, you know every mobile phone contributes to the death of orangutangs.

Avatar... You should see it... warning you... it made me cry... sorry new moon.... but it kicks you butt...

Ally

Oh the Hilamity

Today i had a hilamity (a hilarious calamity that happened on a hill)... but it was far from funny... it happened in S & E... siberia... so yeah on a hill...

it ended up with at least 3 people hating each other and one of those people hating 3 other people... I'm right in the thick of it... its all my different friends... not all my close friends... but i feel like i'm about to explode... Thankfully there is at least one person in exactly the same position as me... so we're trying to sort it out... hopefully before the holidays...

Sorry i really just needed to vent

Ally

Awesome Day

Today i went on a Japanese Excursion to go and eat... no seriously... thats what we did... and buy random things... I had Sushi... it was awesome..

I realised how much one person can really buy in one day... Gemma spent $35 on random Japanese

stuff... and 4 boxes of pocky... nom nom...

I also realised that my current friends are really good for me...

they make me feel happy...

Oh i also drank a drink called calpis... but if you say it out loud it sounds like cow piss... its hillarious... and i still can't decide if i liked it or not... it was odd... anyway...

I'm going to keep adding letters onto the end... mostly for one person... you know who you are...

To .....

Stop being sad and look at the good things... i know its hard... but i know you know it helps... so just try... think of your friends and how they make

you happy... and if you really feel like it sushi... or pocky... both are good... sorry getting of topic... but seeing i know how hard it is to just change your thought pattern over night... so just remember i love you and so does god... no matter how hard that is to believe... but its true...

Lots of love Ally OOOOO(hugs again)

I Forgot A letter

to ......

All of the stuff you think is your fault is not really your fault... that and if you ever need a hug you no where to find me...

Lots of love Ally... OOOOO(hugs)

Letters

I have look at two different peoples blogs and both have done the same thing they have written letters to people. So i'm sorry if your one of those people... not meaning to copy you...

To .....

you really are a better friend then you think... yoru a great friend... even if you dont believe it

Love Alison

To Someone

I really do forgive you... even if you don't believe that either...

Love Alison

To everyone,

Never forget that someone loves you... in the words of Stellar Kart... You got me and Jesus

From well me...

thats pretty much it... i don't have anything else to say...

I HAVE WRINKLES... AND DO I CARE... NO!!!

Ok they aren't really wrinkles they're smile lines... so i'm pretty sure its a good thing... but none the less... PEOPLE AT SCHOOL... YOU'RE MAKING ME LOOK OLD!!! but you're also making me smile and laugh so much to give me smile lines... so... i guess i can't complain...

Sorry i was watching TV and an anti ageing add came on... and earlier today we were playing truth or dare on Lucy's ipod and i was asked if i would ever get plastic surgery... and i said no... i think ageing and wrinkles are just natural and in my case, they show that i'm happy...

Ally